
I*m the type of person how wears their heart on their sleeve. So when I open my heart and soul to you, it really hurts when people just take advantage of that. I don*t really have a lot of friends or family for that reason alone. It really sucks cause I*m the type of girl who wants a BIG family that is always there for you through thick and then. I understand that not everyone has a perfect family, we all have had people who leave us at some point or another. It just really hurts when you get super duper close to someone and they just up and leave like nothing. I had became really close to my cousin within a really short period of time. Everything was going great he would come over a lot to hang out with us on the weekends. Just swell if you ask me, then all of a sudden everything stopped the calls, texts, visits. I felt so stupid for actually thinking that anything was going to change. I miss him and love him with all my heart!!! I guess if you really think about it I*m lucky because I had somebody special in my life worth missing. I will always remember all the good times we had. All the great talks about life, the future, school. I know he will never read this but I just felt like this needed to be done, So I could get on with the next chapter of my life.
Just remember to always love, care, and smile cause you never know when someone special might come along and change your world. Huge love, Jenny